im trying to untangle the mess i made..but its not untangling..its even more tangled than before i started untangling it..i spent my whole day sitting nxt to my fone..i hoped wif all my might it wld ring..i didnt..then i mustered up the courage to msg u..but i didnt noe wut to sae..so i sent u smthng realli lame..den i spent the rest of the dae hoping you wld reply..you didnt..its been like that since last saturday..im beginning to wish i hadnt done smthng so stupid as to ask you out..i noe u din enjoy ureself tt dae..but to me..it wus the best v dae ever..im sorry i wasnt able to gif u an enjoyable v nite..since tt nite..everything went dwnhill..u hardly returned my msgs..we didnt tok on msn..i used to think in sku we were strangers..out of sku we cld be frens.. but now..it seems we're strangers both in and out of sku..its nt tt i dun lyk u as a fren..i do..very much..i dun even wanna go beyond frens..i jus wanna be frens..but now..cos of me..we cant even be frens..i jus wanna be frens..is tt too much to ask??

i give up.come what come may

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